After that day,
the everyday has become something else.
I feel like I am stuck on autopilot.
Barely feeling the breezy wind.
I feel weighed down and heavy.
Just let me disappear.
Let me consume myself in things that don’t matter.
I just want to escape the nightmare of the real world.
Let me live in my fantasy.
What to do once life fails us.
Once you feel betrayed and back-stabbed.
How do you move on?
Is it with a thought?
Or must you move into action first.
I am sluggish and unyielding.
Stuck in a freeze frame of shock and anger.